To the fourth boy

K,

K, I just have to get it out you’re an a**. But of course from every person I meet, I have to thank you. Thank you for showing me that I don’t need a guy’s approval to feel better about myself. Thank you for showing me what I don’t like to see in people.

K. You knew I was in a place that I didn’t want to be. I knew your reputation. I’ve heard it. But, I didn’t care. I was like why not. K.

K. I heard you talked about me after that night. I heard you said that it sucks how you always end up with the ugliest girl at the party. K. That hurts. You said it in front of my best friend. Of course she was going to tell me. K. I thank you for respecting my boundaries. But. I shouldn’t have to thank you for that. That should be a given. Everyone should respect everyone’s boundaries. I will never forgive you for what you said. It hurt. A lot. Even though you mean next to nothing to me. It still hurt.

K. Every girl you ever meet will be beautiful in their own way. Please don’t make them feel differently. Please don’t let them think like me.

 

xo

N

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